Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Overload O_O

Starting a few days ago I haven't been able to concentrate on anything all the well. Often in 5th and 2nd period I wouldn't be able to focus on the words and fall asleep for 15 mins. After that I could read again. I think it was because I haven't been getting alot of sleep recently. I have no idea what time I go to bed (I think somewhere around 11:00) and I end up waking about and hour to half and hour earlier than my alarm (6:00). So today I took a nap (So happy I could ^^), but I had to wake up and do the dishes. Then this is where my title comes in. I COULD NOT FOCUS ON WHAT I WAS DOING O_O. I was thinking do dishes, stall time, get MP3 Player, so my mind after I woke up went psyco! I made odd noises every once in a while while mispronouncing words, couldn't remember what I was doing when I was standing next to it (my memory's already bad), and my brother commented that it sounded like I was drunk (very reasuring). After I got out of that I thought about that. I relized in the morning I go on autopilot and get things necesary done, not very social. Then after an hour I finally am awake enough to actually talk to people (luckly I am awake at home for about an hour before I get on the bus). Then at night to shutdown my brain go's on overdrive! then after anywhere from a half hour to two hours poof, I'm out. So for some odd reason I SHOULD have paper next to my bed to write down what I was thinking at night (amputation and replacement body parts, still don't understand how I got it to work -_-). So to finish this off I'm going to post another poem I made back I don't know how long labled "Something or Nothing".
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Something or Nothing

Could there be anything in this life,

Something that’ll make us live,

Live the life we should always live,

Live a life of new.

There is someone,

Someone for the spirit,

This someone will never turn from us,

He loves us,

Cares for us,

Always they’re for us.

He is the only thing worth living for,

He can cure us of anything like he did before,

All he asks of us,

Is to follow in his ways,

So that when the time comes for us,

God will lead the way.
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Hmm... same idea, different emotions. I think I wrote these last summer.

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

what with all the people i was here a littol bit ago and thay all start saying stuff

4:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hay so u know this make it so thay cant leve anonymous if thay can silisiters can leve stuff and thats what all that is yep ok v_v

6:13 PM  
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6:14 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

so i would take it out

6:16 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

anonymous that is

6:18 PM  

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